it suppose to be peaceful, and I want to be in peace.
though there’s a big question in my mind now, for almost a week
and it has cost two broken souls, and (please) no more
it has occured to me that things always happen for a reason
that sometimes when my bones are filled with anger and sadness,
no matter how hard I tried to lift it up,
it always comes back because I meant to be in that state,
to look over past it and become once again in peace
it has also occured to me that I was always fighting for acceptance
while it should not have been done,
because acceptance
belongs inside of me,
belongs to God
and belongs to the people I care about
at this point I know it doesn’t matter anymore
why you do what you do to me
because it has made me do what should I have done for a long time
to go out from my coccoon
